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[gloraelin]

so as if I'm not already having self-whatever issues, today I find out that a good friend is interviewing for the Boettcher, for crying out loud. (for those outside of CO, it's the biggest scholarship here. Literally. Full ride, anywhere in the state you want to go.)

I feel so insignificantly worthless.

edit: and if I didn't have enough problems... when I casually mentioned this at dinner, because my family know her as well, they acted more impressed and stuff then they've ever done for anything I've accomplished. yeah, make me feel like a loser. thanks.