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[gloraelin]

To my Pirate Parrrty friends:

I'd just like to apologize for any stupid I did over the weekend.  That weekend was very difficult for me, mostly mentally.  Physically I can deal with, bug bites and tiredness are easy to fix.  But the other part...

It's a little difficult to know what to do when you're having deja vu for the entire trip.  It's something I've had to deal with before, and each time, it becomes harder and harder.  I've got some weird thing where I dream ... and it comes true, most of the time.  Down to how much creamer I put in my coffee, and other silly stuff like that.  And if I try and change it, turns out that was also "expected," and everything gets basically ruined.  Ergo, I wound up spending part a large chunk of the time just sitting in a fog, hoping that I wouldn't do something and screw up everyone else's weekend.

So.

Sorry.

Comments

[julephenia.livejournal.com]

I had a great time talking to you, so no worries.

:D

(Hope your feet are recovering.)

[frogkissed11.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

Don't worry too much about what was said or done, it was a lot of fun. Hubby and I both enjoyed getting to meet you and chatter.

Most wouldnt know it, but I spent a good portion of the weekend on antianxiety meds just to get through it and "be social". Mentally its so hard to do anything social or new. My theory always is that the next time will be easier, and easier after that.

I do hope we get to meet up again sometime :)

(and I hope yer bug bites are getting better! *grins*)

[julephenia.livejournal.com]

Whee! I'm adding friends left and right!

/em contemplates planning a NJ/NY/PA parrrrrrty.

[nowie411.livejournal.com]

It was really fun meeting you, and I can't recall anything negative about you over the weekend. (I do recall you being my hero at the auction though) *hugs* I hope those bug bites get better!

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

*Willows here*

Nothing negative here, and we were in the same cabin, no less! Hubby liked you, and he's normally shy, so that's a gold star :D

You were my hero at the auction as well :D

Contemplates putting up one of her really shocking HP related icons, and reconsiders.

[darsynia.livejournal.com]

Ohhh k, my strike tag got completely stripped out, very odd. Sorry!

[(Anonymous)]

GLOR!! You are so silly!!! It was FABULOUS meeting you and getting a chance to talk to you. I am such a big fan of yours through Shanty and the forums (true story!!). It was amazing to get to meet you in person.

You are Beautiful!

You are Wonderful!

You are a GREAT PERSON TO BE AROUND!

Thank you for being you!
-Dianarama

[yppjaymz.livejournal.com]

Please don't feel guilty.

You went out of your way to meet up with a bunch of people that you'd only known (If even that) as noseless lego pirates. Being anxious or shy is only natural.

You didn't disappoint anybody. We're all grateful that you made the effort to come along. That alone is a huge step to take.

I met up with some flagmates for the first time last year, and I was much, much worse.

Thanks very much for coming along. Everyone that attended helped to make it that much more of a special ocassion. If you ever feel like you need someone to talk to, then I'll be around. The situation that you've described is something that I'm more than familiar with.

*hugs*

-Jaymz

[kshandra]

I've got some weird thing where I dream ... and it comes true, most of the time. Down to how much creamer I put in my coffee, and other silly stuff like that.

OMG, yes. And it's always inconsequential shyte, too - one of the earliest ones I can remember goes back to 6th grade, and helping a kid at school I'd never met before reattach an arm on the styrofoam god he'd made for the unit on Greek mythology we started several weeks after I had the dream. I never dream more than 90 seconds of that stuff or so, as a rule. I'm not sure I could deal with it. o.O