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[gloraelin]

To my Pirate Parrrty friends:

I'd just like to apologize for any stupid I did over the weekend.  That weekend was very difficult for me, mostly mentally.  Physically I can deal with, bug bites and tiredness are easy to fix.  But the other part...

It's a little difficult to know what to do when you're having deja vu for the entire trip.  It's something I've had to deal with before, and each time, it becomes harder and harder.  I've got some weird thing where I dream ... and it comes true, most of the time.  Down to how much creamer I put in my coffee, and other silly stuff like that.  And if I try and change it, turns out that was also "expected," and everything gets basically ruined.  Ergo, I wound up spending part a large chunk of the time just sitting in a fog, hoping that I wouldn't do something and screw up everyone else's weekend.

So.

Sorry.

Comments

[julephenia.livejournal.com]

I had a great time talking to you, so no worries.

:D

(Hope your feet are recovering.)

[frogkissed11.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight*

Don't worry too much about what was said or done, it was a lot of fun. Hubby and I both enjoyed getting to meet you and chatter.

Most wouldnt know it, but I spent a good portion of the weekend on antianxiety meds just to get through it and "be social". Mentally its so hard to do anything social or new. My theory always is that the next time will be easier, and easier after that.

I do hope we get to meet up again sometime :)

(and I hope yer bug bites are getting better! *grins*)

[julephenia.livejournal.com]

Whee! I'm adding friends left and right!

/em contemplates planning a NJ/NY/PA parrrrrrty.